… DON’T ANSWER THE DOOR 🤪🤪
Hello My Lovelies!
If you have been reading my blog long enough, you know that when I don’t post for a week or so that usually means my mental health has taken a hit, and it takes work when it happens. It’s also tiresome (sssiiiggghhh…).
My sleep has been disrupted a lot since last Christmas – the loss of Reese really took a toll on me – and it started this downward spiral of bad habits. I was making strides on improving them when I had to make the fateful decision to also put Sabre (my horse) to sleep. So, the slow spiral continued…
And then last week as I put up my trees, a lot of things came to a head (in my head 😆😆😆) and that’s when I realized that my depression was knocking at the door, and I really needed to focus on my mental health. The mantra “I am stronger than my depression” was born and my CBD gummies are helping to manage the negative thoughts.
Let me assure you it’s not a full-blown crisis, just a small lapse 😊. However, it was (and is) an issue that I needed attending to, to prevent any further damage. I’d say I’m a “work in progress” but I hate that phrase because so many reality stars use it as an excuse for their shitty behavior 🙄. Let’s just say that I am well and working on improving my mental status 😉.
I am also at a crossroads with this blog and trying to determine what needs to happen with it in the new year.
But for now, I am going to get through the holidays (I will post some pictures this week 🎄) and see where my head is in the new year. There will be other posts as well, I just cannot guarantee the consistency 🤷♀️. Hopefully my funny bone will return with renewed life, and you can get back to the practice of laughing at the ridiculousness of my life 😁.
Until next blog, be well My Lovelies 💜
P.S. Ooh another good wedding date 11-22-22! No one could ever forget that date 😁😁.
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